So... Boyfriend?

Yes, actually, I have one :D (yaaay me yay me yay meeee!! after a year of this dry spell (chocolates and chick flicks weren't cutting it for me anymore) which had in fact, just made me more depressed. Who sits around in their basement watching Romcoms by themselves anyway? Not me!! (anymore). I has boyfran. Hahaha, it feels so good saying that, for no particular reason.

So we're cuddling, and the 'L' word slips out of my mouth. We been together 2 months now, and he still hasn't said it back. Is this normal? Dammit nin-nin! Why say this so early? Why can't I tell people I like very much that I... 'L' them?! What fucker put out that this is some faux pas, and now I am left with unanswered questions. If anything, it raises more. I'd like to move on, since this guy told me himself hes an empty shell. A torn, empty, empty shell. Am I supposed to fill that shell? Sighh..

This is why you never fall for the emotionally empty ones. You are ready to love and care for this person, and what do I recieve? Well a lot actually, but I still need to hear him say it. Dammit, I'm gonna be that crazy bitch who needs love and attention. He won't take me seriously. Wahh, waa, wahhhh. Lover problems.

Let's distract ourselves from our crazy shall we?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7T01HmjJd5E

..This is such a good song~
As long as you LalalalalalaLove Me
As long as you lalalalalalalove me...
Damn this man, Justin Bieber you can be my platnium, silver, gold, whatever.

#Letsjustpretenditneverhappened.